I feel like a helpless marionette where I'm totally at the disposal of someone, where someone got to pull all the strings. Someone would pull a string and boom, I would punch myself in the nose. Then another string, and bam, I would whack myself on the head. Ridiculous, but that's how I feel.

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Anyway I'm on a movie spree. Watched 2 movies in 3 days. OKAY NOT EXACTLY A SPREEEE BUT STILL compared to the old me who watches a movie in 3 years. Yes, like WOW. Impressive eh. HAHA. I believe all the unsuccessful job applications really got me nuts. Bolt was a great movie, (no bolt's a dog not a movie HAHAHA) and it kinda erased the dog-phobia I have. At least now, I no longer think of dogs as animals which only go around barking and screaming their tongues off at strangers. Yes I like cats too. Hamsters included.

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I've straightened out my thoughts, too. No amount of self-pity's gonna get me anywhere. So yes, I'm gonna pick myself up like how I always do. I'm gonna grab any job and go. Like when you're hungry you don't really care whether you're eating chicken ass/chicken drumstick. They're all parts of a chicken and at least you get to eat the chicken. (Think of the African children) I can assure that you'll gobble up a chicken head if you haven't eaten for days too. (Provided you're still hungry because you know when you've starved yourself long enough, you're not hungry anymore) Still I pray that the chicken head don't get stuck when it's halfway down your oesophagus. I'm crazyy.

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Quarantine freaked the walnut out of me. Holy macaroni. Before the movie, I was pulling my cousin towards the counter, he was damn reluctant because he has a strong aversion towards such shows (then I was still wondering if he would scream because it'd really be damn funny and much more entertaining compared to the sudden appearance of a mutated rabbies human on the screen LOL) Ultimately I convinced, or rather, tricked him into the cinema HAHAHA. I couldn't believe my ears when I heard laughters coming from the seats at the back when the mutated rabbies(?) monster was coming out. Sadists, I concluded. After the movie I was the one that freaked out screaming like an idiot and he seemed more relaxed than before the movie (#@^%!&*) My god. What a loser. HAHA.

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Cycling was superduper fun! Especially talking about things you've kept within for so long. Complaining gossiping whining whatevering. I reckon its good to pour out your soul every once in a while. Lunch at Sakae was a complete comedy. I'm a wonderful comedian. Went into sakae on saturday for their buffet lunch. Hilarious. Oh so happily thinking it was a buffet, I called the waitress over and ordered gyoza, ONLY. She gave me that 'Are you for real' face so I followed after and returned a wide smile, saying thanks. And my cousin asked the same waitress for chopsticks. (I think she thinks we're weirdos) So the poor girl, much as she wanted to laugh, and at the same time probably taking pity on our mountain-tortoiseness, pointed to the box right beside my cousin. Laugh out very very loud. I burst out laughing. After for what seemed like eons, we finally realised that there's no BUFFET for the day. So fighting against the embarrassment, we flipped through the menu asap. So when our food came, ohmygod trust me that bowl which they use for ramen is bigger than my head. (considering that my head's not very small it's rather fascinating isn't it LOL) Yes I started laughing again.

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Lastly, someone said I have a face that works for CandyEmpire. HAHAHA.