James bond

Mission impossible

#1 Finish biology block test topics by tonight
#2 Finish Organic Chemistry, energetics, chemical equilibrium, kinetics in 5 hours tomorrow
#3 Feel prepared for mathematics and not feel like I don't know anything
#4 Browse through all lecture notes on hydrology and not get drowned
#5 Not struggling to write something out for geog essay
#6 Not feeling like a total loser for block test

I hate this stupid phase called the block test. Like just one year ago at this hell time, I was enjoying my damn March holidays and wondered how were the seniors coping with their block tests and before I know anything, block test is like tomorrow. OH MY GOD. I think before I could come to any realization I would've already been 40 years old. But at least I would've thrown away all my bio lecture notes by then. Liberation.

AND SO, IM STILL STUCK TO NETBALL !#@$%&^* I still have to face these damn months of shit emotional roller coaster. I'm hope I'm alive in May. Sometimes people get caught up in situations not because they can't do it, but for the mere fact they can't decide whether they should do it or not. Ohwell, SA must retain top4 this year. All or nothing. My stakes are way too high. I don't want to waste my efforts. If I'm destined to go to hell, then I'll do whatever it takes to give it my best fight. I reckon motivational talks are useless, especially when I'm both the speaker and the listener. Because at the end of the day, bruise and battered regardless, I'm still stuck in hell.

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You know when life sucks, you tend to miss people you love.

BLACK I HOPE WE MEET UP SOON, LET'S FLY BACK TO INDIA, SINGAPORE'S TOO STRESSFUL FOR ME. I HAVE GOT SO MUCH TO TELL YOU I SWEAR I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AND WOULD LOVE TO SHARE YOUR BLACKEST DAY WITH YOU.

HI CIHUI AND GERALDINE, I'M GLAD TO KNOW YOU GUYS HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH YOUR TEAM OVER AT VJ, CONTINUE TO SMILE AND SHINE, STUDIES OR NETBALL, DAY OR NIGHT, SUNNY OR RAINY, REALLY MISS YOU TWO HELLLLLLLLLA LOT.

WEIBIN PLEASE STUDY HARD FOR BLOCK TEST AND PROVE IT TO EVERYBODY ELSE THAT MSA WAS JUST A SMALL FAILURE AND EVEN THE GREATEST FALL SO KEEP YOUR SPIRIT UP AND WORK DOUBLY TRIPLY QUADRAPLY HARD FOR THIS TIME ROUND, SUCCESS COMES TO THOSE WHO BELIEVE.

ALICIA PE I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU SINCE LIKE ICE AGE I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD. SCHOOL'S STARTING RIGHT? JIAYOU OKAY. AT LEAST THERE'S NO MORE COACH VIVIEN AROUND TO SHOUT AND SCREAM. AND YOU KNOW I STILL LIKE YOU STANDING BESIDE ME FOR CENTRE PASS THE BEST.

HELLO MY LIVE LIVE PARTNER, ALTHOUGH I DOUBT YOU'LL EVER SEE THIS BUT I REALLLLLLLY ENJOY TALKING TO YOU THE OTHER TIME AT MDM HIDAYAH'S CONDO AND I REALLY WANT ANOTHER ROUND OF IT. CONTINUE TO WORK HARD FOR BADMINTON, SEASON'S COMING. KEEP GOING. LOVE YOU.

I'd probably hug you and cry if I ever bump into anyone of you on the streets.