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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

One step forward, and two steps back;

HAHAHA I'm entering another phase of my life called learning how to b_____ c_____. LOL. Leeying's sitting beside me eating her noodles, umm. Guys, pardon me 'cos I'm so pressed for time recently, training almost everyday, and having to deal with emotional roller coasters, its really not easy. That's a big part of the reason why I haven't been blogging. As for the small part, I'm sure you guys understand what I mean by 'too many things to blog till you don't know where to start'.

Awfully glad that I met up with fellow secondary class mates, like 4A at Sentosa. All the camwhoring, stupid forfeits, mass games and captain-ball-by-the-beach, its love. I've got fantastic classmates in 09S16 and they've really been a great blessing to me. With Zenia and Shaokwang always fooling around, 16 will never be boring. ^^

I played, in my opinion, one of the worst games when SA was up against RJ, I don't know how pressure creeps in despite my desparate attempts at those pathetic self-encouragement (or you can call it self-denial), I hate myself for always being void of confidence. You might not be really fantastic, but you're good enough to be on court, fighting for SA. In 2 days' time, we'll be playing AC. Just as what Ms Lin said, RJ's game is a learning process, what's most important is how you're gonna pick yourself up. But, does it really not matter like how the way people made it out to be? Whatever it is, wednesday I'm gonna make it up.